In 1974, I was 12 years old, a student at an Orthodox Day School in New Jersey, and the oldest of four daughters in my Conservative-affiliated family. Like my mother and her father, my grandfather, I was both a committed Jew and a feminist.

The attached letters tell the story of my request to the Temple Shomrei Emunah ritual committee for the first Saturday morning bat mitzvah in the congregation – and the results.

My mother’s letter, which I love for its depth of feeling, clarity of argument, and its signature, lays out our family’s particular story, as well as the larger cultural context.

My letter is the product of my 12-year-old self: I chose not to translate Hillel’s quote “If not now, when?” reasoning, “if they are on the ritual committee, they should know Hebrew.”

The letter from my grandfather, Irving Rachlin z”l (1894-1991) testifies to the event itself and to his legacy of commitment to Judaism and the Jewish people.

Credit must also go to Rabbi Schnitzer z”l, who pushed this change in our congregation.

I chose these letters for the Jewish Women’s Archive exhibit for two reasons. First, they tell the story of a particular time in history and provide a glimpse into a family and a denominational movement. Second, this event had profound personal significance, teaching me that I could influence Judaism and make a difference among the Jewish people.